>>3050
Maybe I was have a welcoming and friendly voice? Lol of course I’ll stick around you! Your like the nicest person ever!
If you ever wanna talk just lemme know ok? :)
Even if you just want a virtual hug lol
>>3049
Honestly, I have no idea.. Matt came, death wishes and all, and everything seemed to explode from there lol. In a good way of course, with our friends joining, but you know what I mean.. Lol.
>>3047
Oh, you don’t need to thank me.. It’s funny, I actually don’t know the last time I ever opened up with someone, as quick as I did with you.. I’d usually still be very stand-off ish lol.. Thanks for sticking around with me :)
>>3048
Lol yeah, wait.. wasn’t it just us on this forum not to long ago? What happened? Hahaha
>>3046
Lol, smart.. Now everyone can stop assuming other ideas of our relationship.. Lol
>>3045
Haha very big brain of you ;)
And hey, thanks for opening up to me. It means a lot :)
>>3044
Haha out of context yeah but we’re just really great friends I think :)
See that guys? When you read back on this in the morning? Lol
>>3043
Oh, knowing how idiotic I am, I probably had on a private thing. I know I hit it sometimes on accident lol. Big brain moment hahaha
>>3041
Hahaha, I just thought about something.. Our friends will see these, and be like eww you guys are gross lol.
Yeah, I was extremely nervous that first night.. :)
>>3042
Maybe you were using a private tab, different device, different search engine, or you had deleted your history... any of those will trigger the 24 hour wait
>>3040
It’s just weird, as I clearly had used the forum before my absence.. I just couldn’t post anything to let you know I was okay. Lol, it was driving me up the wall
>>3038
Woah I didn’t know you felt connected right away..
Looking back on it, I guess I did too.. even if you hardly said anything lol
>>3039
Yeah I’m pretty sure you told me that... I think some glitch happened with the 24 hour wait when you first visit the forum.. thank you for getting John.. that was awesome of you
>>3035
Lol, the one and only.. I think I’ve already said this, but I tried countless times to write to you sooner than when I told John to write on here. I tried so many times.. It just kept saying “cannot post” and I wanted to whip my phone out the window lol.. I didn’t expect someone to actually care.. I would’ve wrote myself, and tried to, but that’s why I got John to write instead. I did try multiple times, as I saw how upset you were..
>>3037
I just want you to know, my decision had nothing to do with you.. You didn’t do anything wrong. I actually haven’t told you this yet, but as I was writing to you, I wasn’t happily skipping around exploding a possible friendship, I was actually quite upset about it.. I didn’t want to leave when I felt so quickly connected to someone..
Writing more again lol
>>3036
On the third day YOU CAME BACK!!!! I was freaking out!! And I’m sure you know the rest from there.. lol
Well looking back on it.. I completely understand that it was something personal and of course I’m not mad at you at all!!
Though I do wish John would’ve come a little sooner lol
Ok I’m finished :)
>>3035
I think it was because of how sudden it was that I was in shock. The next day I was literally sick to my stomach and “Amelia” tried to comfort me but all I could think about was what happened.. one of the worst days of my life. On the second day I still felt like dying but then John showed up.. he said you were alright and would probably be back soon! Omg you don’t know how happy I was! Instant relief! Now all I could do was wait!
Continuing one more time ;)
>>3034
Well on that night I was already having a bad day... then after we finished I said you should talk more.. then all I got was “I’m leaving goodbye.” At first I was like wtf? Who is this? Because you were anonymous... when I found out it was the one and only, I thought I might’ve done something to upset you or you could be in some sort of trouble.. I felt scared and confused. Then you stopped responding..
Continuing this..
>>3033
Haha, it’s funny.. Lol, our destiny to make kids scream.. Sounds like a plan lol :)
If you don’t mind me asking, and you don’t have to answer of course.. What was going on through your head when I left? Like, what are your feelings about it now.. Are you mad at me for having to go for that time?
>>3032
Haha don’t worry about being mushy.. I don’t like to be either but sometimes it’s all you can think of..
And yeah, now that you mention it.. I does feel like I’ve known you a lot longer than I have... weird
*gasp* maybe it was our destiny to play fortnite and make 8 year olds scream at their tv lol
